Sunday, January 5, 2014

Man in the mirror By Brian Luke leeman

How many  of you  deal  with self esteem issues ?
 How many of  you are men that dealing with self esteem  issues?

Well i am one of those guys ,  go figure a fat  guy with self  esteem lol .

I want to share a short story with you on what i go through on a daily basis .




Man in the mirror




I  wake up in the morning and go to the bathroom , an splash some water on my face.
I dry my face off and try to avoid mirror  so i don't deal with the pain.
But I can't avoid  mirror , I look at the mirror and i see a freak in the mirror .
A crooked nose , jacked up teeth , double chins ,  and  acne  scared covered forehead, so attractive.....
 I go to room to get dressed  and i see the stretch marks  from my emotional eating .
 I make myself a coffee and  read my bible .
After i read my bible , i pray  that God will help me deal with theses issues in a positive manner.
 Some days  i do but then there are other days were food becomes my comforter.
I don't write this for people to take pity on me, i write  this so men like me can feel comfortable talking about self esteem issues .
I know the common logic is that this is a girl issue but i tell you its not.
I bet there is a  lot of guys  who have this issue  but  don't have courage to deal with this issue of low self esteem/ self image    .

I am baring all in this blog post because i hope can help  some  guy just like me .