PROUD TO BE A WRESTLING FAN BROTHER !!!!!!!!!!! BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

So if you don't  know I am a huge Professional Wrestling fan !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have been a wrestling since  i was 7 years old , 18 years strong brother !!!!! oh yeaaaah!!!!

Now i know what your going to say , Wrestling is fake Brian ,  Wrestling is fixed  Brian , or They don't get hurt Brian.

1.  they do get hurt .

2. yes, i know its fixed , don't care

3 . some parts of wrestling are fake  and some parts are not .

 I don't remember what match it was that  got me hooked on wrestling but i would say the NWO , The Undertaker , and Mankind Aka Mick Foley are what got me hooked on wrestling.

I remember my folks did not want me to  watch wrestling at the time but i  would always find away to watch wrestling( sorry mom and lol).

As i got older i got in to independent wrestling and Japanese wrestling .

The first indy company i got into was CZW,  The high flying wrestling and the hardcore wrestling ( wrestling with weapons  ) they showcased blew my mind !!!!
The wrestlers form czw that got me hooked on czw were : Sick nick Mondo , Nick gage , m dogg 20, chris cash, ruckus ,  joker ,  wifebeater, and  drake younger,

I got into Japanese wrestling when i was 20 , i watched a NJPW event  on you tube and was instantly hooked .
What i love about Japanese wrestling is the passion they show in their matches and the quality of there matches .

My Favorite Japanese wrestler is Shinsuke Nakamura,  I love his rock star ring presence , His finisher Boma ye ( high  knee to the face ), and his look.

My top five favorite indy company's: PWG  , ROH, AAW, CZW,  AND CHIKARA

My favorite Japanese wrestling company : NJPW

My favorite  indy wrestlers :  AR Fox , Micheal elgin,  jimmy jacobs ,  Homcide,  eddie kingston, chuck taylor, rich swann, masada , matt tremont,  Ricochet ,  dasher hatfield ,   Kevin steen, and uhha nation.

My favorite Japanese wrestlers : Shinsuke Nakamura ,  Yuji Nagata, jushin thunder liger,  Hiroshi Tanahashi,  Kota Ibushi, Tomohiro Ishii, Ryusuke Taguchi, and  Bad Luck Fale .

Favorite Tag teams : The young bucks,  The inner city machine guns ,   DX, NWo,  outlawz inc,  redragon, best friends, super smash bros, the colony ,  the time spliters,  the rockness monsters,   the uso's , the waytts ,  the American wolves,  bad influence, the bullet club, the shield,  and the hardy's.



Favorite WWE wrestlers : Kane , Daniel Bryan , CM Punk, Undertaker , Brock LEsner , Ceasro, The waytts,  The uso's,  bret hart ,  owen hart,   gold dust , cody Rhodes ,  HBK,  kofi kingston,   dolph zigglar, mick foley,   stone cold , the rock ,  eddie Guerrero and tyson kidd.

LEEMAN'S VIEW ON RISE OF SHOOTINGS IN AMERICA BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

So am i the only one find it sad that shootings and school shootings have become  normal ?
 If you think I'm wrong about  shootings and school shootings becoming a norm ,  have you seen the news lately?

According to stoptheshootings.org, there has been 387 school shootings since 1992 , 387!!!!

According to Billmoyers.com,

There Has Been an Average of One School Shooting Every Other School Day so far This Year!

According to abc7chicago.com,  in the first four months of this year  in Chicago 95 people have died due to shootings .

 According to The guardian.com,  

Twenty-eight killed in 44 US school shootings since Newtown.

 I could go on  and on but i think have made my point , shootings and school shootings have became  the norm.

 With the  recent shooting in Santa Barbara , California,  we see the same thing , the shooter is usually mentally disturbed   .,

Now I don't disagree that theses shooters  are mentally ill but have we consider that  have let Satan have foot hold in there life ?


Think about it , there so much evil crap in music , movies , and tv. 

For some reason this country has become obsessed with demons or people becoming possed  by Satan.

When let filth like that in our lives it can mess us ,  all Satan needs is one crack to get in!

I think other reason we see so much school shootings and shootings  is because our country has fallen so far way from God.

We have taken God out of are schools  and then we are surprised theses shootings happen  .

this country needs to  be on there knees and turn back to God !

In my opinion , we need start taking care of mentally ill and   cuts on  our mental health system in this country needs to stop !

In closing I leave with this quote:  The time has come to turn to God and reassert our trust in Him for the healing of America - our country is in need of and ready for a spiritual renewal.- Ronald Reagan  

DEAR MUSIC BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

DEAR MUSIC , 

I wanted to write you this letter to express  my feelings towards you.

For as long i can remember i have loved music and  always inspiring me.
I am not afraid to say this but the first band that made me  really love music was The Backstreet Boys !
I remember trying to copy there dance moves  LOLZ!
Then at 10 i fell in love with hip hop, it is sad how many fake rappers are killing hip hop.
But there is a positive, Christian Hip hop is bringing back realness to Hip Hop.
So glad i found Christian hip hop , it would have sucked if there wasn't Christian Hip Hop because i would not have been able to listen to any hip hop as a Christian  with all the crap that is in mainstream hip hop.
I remember when i was 11 when i start to listen to rock, Incubus and Foo fighters were the first rock bands I became fans of .
Then as i got older metal  became my outlet for my teenage anger .
Slipknot and  Pantera were the first metal band's i listened too, there music inspired me to start writing .
Music help stay sober , God  and music have brought me threw many storms .
The foo fighters . Lecrae , james taylor, jimmy needham, otis redding , and keith green music have stay sober .
So in closing , Music , thanks  for always being there for me .
Love your biggest fan,
Brian Luke Leeman

MIRROR , MIRROR ON THE WALL BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

This is a tale of a  adventurer  named Hunter  , who one day found magical mirror that changed his life forever .

On a bright sunny day in the Woods of  Talan , An adventurer named hunter was planning his next adventure in his cabin.

Hunter has lived in The Wood's Of Talan all his life , there is not  an adventure  in Talan he hasn't conquered.
 

Hunter is very bored , Hunter :  " I need a new adventure!!!!  I am tired of saving the same princess's , slaying the same dragons ,  and  defeating the same evil villain's ! "

Then all of the sudden a bright blinding light  came shooting into Hunter's cabin .

Hunter: what the toadstool of moon light was that ?

" Why do you ask ? " said a voice in the corner of Hunter's  Cabin.

Hunter lights a lantern and shine's it it the corner,  an he see's  a lady wearing a black robe with a staff.

Hunter : " who are you ? an how did you get in here ?!!"

The Lady in the black robe : " I am the lady of the shadows , I am  Chakra   !"

Hunter : "  Well Chakra  Lady of the  shadows ,  you still haven't answered my other question . How Did you get in here ? "

Chakra :  " You would not be be able to comprehend  even if i told you !"

Hunter : " Why are you here ? "

Chakra: " I am here to take you on a new adventure,  that is what you want , right ? "

Hunter : " An how are you going to do that ? "

Charka pulls out a huge mirror out her black robe  .

Charka : "   This mirror will grant you any wish you desire , go ahead ask "

Hunter : Mirror ,  take me on adventure i have never been on !

With a big flash of lighting  the mirror send 's Hunter to a distant land .

Hunter :  "  were am i ?!"

Chakra's voice :  " you are in my mind !!!!!! You must fight your way out or forever become a part of me !"

Hunter : " You are on Chakra !!! i will defeat your mind !"

Hunter starts walking  around what appears to be jungle of sorts .

A werewolf  suddenly appears  out of no were and tries to attack hunter .

Hunter quickly moves out of way  and pulls out his sword .

With one big stab to the heart , Hunter kills the werewolf with his sword .

Hunter : " Is that  all you got  Chakra??!

Chakra : : oh you poor fool......"

All the sudden  out of no were  a giant half panther half eagle comes out to attack hunter .

Chakra : this is your final fight  ! Good luck you fool!!!!"

 Hunter,  " Damn.........  this is going to be a tough fight, but i must win !!!!!!!!!!"


The giant half panther half eagle and Hunter fight back and forth , when the Giant knocks down hunter with a big swipe of its paw .

Hunter : " Must fight no matter what ! "

Hunter with his all his might , charges at the Giant  with sword , an stabs the giant right in the throat.
 The giant slowly bleeds out and dies .

Hunter : "  I won Chakra !!!!!!!!!! Set me Free!!!!!"

Charkra : " Curse you!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Chakra sets him free and hunter is brought back to his cabin>

when Hunter came back , chakra had disappeared, Hunter never saw Chakra again.

Hunter went many other adventures but he will always remember the Adventure he had in Chakra's mind .

Dear God Part II By BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

DEAR GOD,

God , i am writing you this  second letter because I am at crossroads in my life .

I am 25 and i feel like i have failed.

God, I feel like i have not done anything  with my life , I really  your Direction  on what you want me to do .

God.  i see my friends getting married and having kids , i want  that too, Lord, help me not to be jealous .

God,  at times i feel like giving up , Help to stay strong and keep moving forward  on the right path.

God, help me to learn to be content with what and were i am in life now.

God , please help to be the brother you want me to my younger brother .

God, thank you for sending your son to die for me even though i did not deserve it .

God , thank you for the family and friends you have blessed me with.

In closing God , if its not to much , could give me some hint were i am suppose to be doing in this life ?

Love,

Brian Luke Leeman

DEAR JUSTIN BEIBER . BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

DEAR JUSTIN BEBIER ,

Justin you don't know me and probably won't ever read the but i want to write this letter to you.

So from i can tell from the media  you like to live that young & reckless life , Hows that going ?

I know the media is probably blowing some things out of propitiation but you have to admit you give ammo .

Listen bro , i have no idea what it means to be in your shoes , so please don't take it as me acting  like i know hows it is   to be famous cause i not.

I use to live as wild as you are and i will admit it was fun for awhile but does not last forever .

I think it is awesome that carl letz and judah smith are cool with you , it is nice to see you have some decent role models in your life .

I want to share some verses with you : 

Matthew 19:25-26

New International Version (NIV)

25 When the disciples heard this, they were greatly astonished and asked, “Who then can be saved?”
26 Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”

You see justin you can't save yourself  , only God can.
An i know you know that .

In closing , i want you to know that Jesus loves you .

just an average  guy,

Brian leeman

Anger Is Poison and Forgiveness is the Cure By BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

We all get angry at least once a day right ? i know i do.
 But do you let anger stew in you for too long ?
I use to let anger stew in me too long  and ruin some of my relationships with people,

In this Blog entry , I want to discuss  how anger  can become poison  and how forgiveness is the cure.


Lets look at a result of how anger  can have disastrous results :

Genesis 4:5-8

New International Version (NIV)

5 but on Cain and his offering he did not look with favor. So Cain was very angry, and his face was downcast.

6 Then the Lord said to Cain, “Why are you angry? Why is your face downcast? 7 If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it.”

8 Now Cain said to his brother Abel, “Let’s go out to the field.”[a] While they were in the field, Cain attacked his brother Abel and killed him.

Cain let jealously and anger rule his heart  , an ended up killing his brother .

God warn the sin was crouching at his door(his heart) because of the jealously and anger Cain was letting stew in his heart .
If we don't let go anger and forgive , it can destroy us , people we are close to , people we work with , and can keep us from getting closer to God.

I going to share a time when let anger rule my heart and could have ended badly.

When I was in Bible college I got some news that devastated me .

The youth pastor in my was found to be having sex with  one of teen boys in my church.

He did be let go of his position ,  the mother of the boy and the boy dropped the charges and  the youth pastor was given a year of probation and was ordered to do six months of therapy .

I was so angry !!!!!
This guy was my friend , the guy  was one who spoke at a bible study i went that helped me realize that i needed to give life back God, and the guy convinced me to go to bible school.

It made me wonder how a person can be so fake and be ok with it !

I wanted to break every bone in his  body! but one night i was praying in the chapel at the bible college i was going to , I felt God speaking to my heart saying let it go. Right then and there i  balled my eyes out an let go of the anger i had against the youth pastor  and forgave him.

Three years later i found out  he was told a friend of  mine lies about me and you know what ?
It made a little upset but did let it get to me because i know he wasn't worth it !

When hold anger/unforgiveness against a someone you ar not hurting them , you are only hurting yourself  !

Let's see what the bible says about unforgiveness  :

Matthew 6:15

New International Version (NIV)

15 But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.

God has forgiven you the sins have committed and so you need to do the  same.

Our heavenly father wants to give us His love and forgiveness, but if we hold onto our anger and resentment of others, if we cannot forgive others, we cannot receive his forgiveness. It is in loving others that we may receive His love, but first we must shun the opposite of love, hatred, or murdering people in our hearts.

In Closing i will leave you with this qoute and a final thought.

No matter how just your words may be, you ruin everything when you speak with anger.    Author: John Chrysostom


Final thought : Don't let anger be your master  because it will be your downfall if let anger be your master .

 

A LETTER TO MY MOM BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

Dear MOM,

Tomorrow is Mothers day  but  i wasn't sure if i would have time to write tomorrow .

Mom , I want to thank you  for everything you done for me  and continue to do for me.

I want to thank you Mom  for never giving up on me when a lot of people did.

Mom, Thank you for praying for me everyday.

Thank you mom for making go to church when  i was teenager , If didn't do that , don't think  i would be saved or alive right now .

Thank you for teaching me how to love people even when they are at times unlovable.

Thank you for teaching to be thankful for what i  have .

Thank you mom for being a awesome wife to dad .

I really admire how strong you have been  with dad's health problems.

IN closing Mom , I Love you mom and i leave you with this : I can always depend on my mama

And when it seems that I'm hopeless
You say the words that can get me back in focus
When I was sick as a little kid
To keep me happy there's no limit to the things you did
And all my childhood memories
Are full of all the sweet things you did for me
And even though I act craaazy
I gotta thank the Lord that you made me
There are no words that can express how I feel
You never kept a secret, always stayed real
And I appreciate, how you raised me
And all the extra love that you gave me
I wish I could take the pain away
If you can make it through the night there's a brighter day
Everything will be alright if ya hold on
It's a struggle everyday, gotta roll on
And there's no way I can pay you back
But my plan is to show you that I understand

You are appreciated  - Dear mama  by 2Pac

Love your baby boy,

Brian

KEEP PRAYING !!!! BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

When you face a tough decision's in your life , do you pray ?

In the Good Times , do you pray just like you would in the bad times ?

Or do you do only pray when things are going great ?
Do you

Let's go to the Bible and see What God says about prayer :

1 Thessalonians 5:17

New King James Version (NKJV)

 17 pray without ceasing,

New International Version (NIV)

Ephesians 6:18

New International Version (NIV)

18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.

In 1 Thessalonians  5:17, God calls us to pray without ceasing ! Which means no matter the situation in life , don't stop praying!!!

Praying without ceasing keeps open   communication with God , It is letting God  know you are trusting him and leaning on his understanding .

In Ephesians 6:18 , God Wants us to pray in the Holy spirit   with everything that goes on in life.  An to be alert and to always pray for our brothers and sisters in Christ.   Sometime we just tend to God With needs or problems and forget to pray for others needs and stuff they going through.  It is not wrong to pray for ourselves but  we need to pray for other people too .

Another important reason we need to pray is to stay pure and resit temptation. 

Matthew 26:41

New International Version (NIV)

41 “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”

June 9th of this year will my 5th year sober , If i didn't  have a good prayer life like i do , i would not be here today.

When i tempted , i get into the word and pray for God's guidance.

There are times when i have falling into temptation but when i  have , i repent and ask God to help not to fall into temptation .

In closing i want to leave you with this quote,  Don’t pray when you feel like it. Have an appointment with the Lord and keep it. A man is powerful on his knees. ~ Corrie Ten Boom

DEAR BROTHER BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

I have brother named Andrew  and he is one coolest people i know .

He is just finished his 2nd Year  at bible College, very proud of him .

My Brother and Me joke around a lot  and make fun each other like any other brothers do , an so i wanted to take this time to let him know how much i love him.

DEAR ANDREW,

I hope I am not embarrassing you with this letter,   if i am ,deal with it little man!  

Growing up  We had are good and bad times  but we have always had each other to count on.

I remember when we would play bumper cars and you would take the worst the falls , but you always got back up and laughed .

The times i always enjoyed was watching movies together , especially disney movies , mary martins peter pan, timmy the tooth, and the land before time series .

Do you remember  the first  time i introduced to you to linkin park?   

Or the time i told you evanescence was a christian band and you brought it to youth group , an found out it wasn't  ? lol

I know I wasn't the greatest role model for you but i hope i have  been some of inspiration to you.

 I hope the your summer in Kentucky will be fun and a time of growth for you. 

I will live you with a quote and  a verse  :  “True faith means holding nothing back. It means putting every hope in God's fidelity to His Promises.” 

― Francis Chan

11 But you, man of God, flee from all this, and pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, endurance and gentleness. 

1 Timothy 6:11

LOVE YOU BRO,

Brian

  

How Long ? BY BRIAN LEEMAN

This blog post is me venting , so this is a  warning , read at you own risk.




I have been feeling lonely and happy at the same time .

I'm happy  that i am home now  and happy that can be a help to my folks but i feel  so lonely .

I see my friends getting married  and having babies, an i guess i'm jealous .

I know it wrong for me to jealous and i should be thankful  for the life i have and i am  thankful , but i get tired of waiting for that special someone .

I know God has somebody out there for me but how long must I wait ?

It not i have tried , its just i get friend  zoned .

I guess nice guys are unattractive theses days.

I know that not that exciting  but come on ! at least not some dirt bag who will cheat on you !

I'm  tried of hearing girls saying there is no good guys left and then date dirt bags who cheat on them !

 In closing,    I just want to find girl who is going to love me for me . PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!

A THOUSAND YEARS BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

Lately you have been on mind  and i wish  we  could start talking again .

 I miss our conversations , how  I miss your encouraging words !


So i thought   I write you a short story Called A Thousand Years.

A THOUSAND YEARS 

I sit at the bus stop  waiting for my bus .

As I am waiting  for the bus , i see the sun rise and it reminds me of you.

Memories flow through head , Girl ,  I miss that smile .

I hate that we don't talk anymore , I know that is my fault.

It just killed me  , that all you wanted was to be friends .

I wish talk to you on person and tell you how i feel about you .

But i know siting here at this bus stop , that is probably just a dream.

I will wait a thousand years for that dream to come true if i have too .

Please don't make wait that long .....................................................

HELLO BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

To the Girl who has been on mind ,

Hello,   I know we haven't talked in awhile , how have you been doing ?

Me,  I'm doing ok .

I am writing you this letter  because I miss you .

I want to say sorry for not talking to you  because you just wanted to be friends , its just i couldn't live with the fact that maybe all we would ever be is friends .

The reason i like you so much is that you get me , not many people do.

You are main reason that I write and want to be a writer .

You are more beautiful then you will ever know .

Your poems are amazing , keep writing them , don't ever stop!

I  love how you love Jesus,  To me that is most attractive thing in Girl .

  I love your sense of humor ,  never stop laughing . 

I love how much you love books .

I have never felt this way about any girl like this , I wish i had the guts to tell you this .

I hope you have learn , grown , and been inspired at  FST, I god is going to use you.

In Closing , this quote sums it up : 

“I love you the way a drowning man loves air. And it would destroy me to have you just a little.”

––The Crown of Embers by Rae Carson

MY NAME IS B LEEMS SON!!!!!! BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

Well I thought it would be cool for those who read my blog  to let guys get to know me .

So here is a bio of sorts ........



Full Name: Brian Luke Leeman

Born and currently live in : Lewiston , Maine

Age: 25 ( mature wise 13 lol)

Other states i have lived in : New York  and Pennsylvania

Favorite Music Genre's   :  I love mostly all Music but my favorite's  are :  Christian Metal , hard rock,  Christian Hip Hop ,  country , jazz, blues ,  Christian worship, and Pop Punk .

Favorite Band's : Memphis My Fire , OH, sleeper ,  Backstreet Boys,  U2 ,   Foo fighter's, Demon hunter ,  mayday parade ,  day to remember,  Wolves at the gate,  Killswitch engage  , underoath, norma jean , august burns red ,  and yellow card.

Favorite singers :  James taylor, John mayer , Otis Redding , sam cooke , Etta James,  buddy miles,  JUstin timberlake , Micheal w smith, david crowder ,  Jeremy Camp,   Keith Green, Jesse Dixon, Guy pernod , Jason Crabb,   Micheal Jackson ,  somkie norful ,  and  Muddy Waters

Favorite Christian Rappers: Lecrae, Andy mineo , Tedashii, R-swift , Stephen the levite  . bizzle,  and Bumps INF.

Favorite Movie Genre's :  Drama , action , SCI FI,   romance , and fantasy

Favorite Movies :  All the LOTR and Hobbit movies , All the Harry Potter movies,   Disney's Robin hood , disneys The Jungle Book ( animated one), All of Disneys Aladdin moives , Disneys beauty and the beast,  The shawnshank redemption   ,  Legend ( tom Cruise one ),  The goonies , mud ,    taken ,   any bruce lee movie,   the note book , and  the perfect storm.

Favorite Genre's of Books:  Fantasy and Fiction

Top Favorite  five books : The sight,  Th3ee,  Adam ,  the note book,  all LOTR books


MY PLANS FOR  THE FUTURE :   Open up  a orphanage for child sex slaves , write a couple books or more,  open a Christian rehab,   and  hopefully get married .

So there it is,  hope you guys got to know me a little bit better !

RAINY DAY THOUGHTS BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

It's a Rainy Day and so why not do some ranting  !
 This Blog post is going to be random  and  maybe controversial  .







1.       CHRISTIAN RADIO STATIONS

I'm going to get a lot of hate from sensitive Christians  but oh well.
I have been thinking lately ,  Were is the money from the fundraising for there stations  really go?
 Now I do believe that some  the money does go to help Their stations stay alive and goes to there missions trips.  The reason I question were the money goes is because K-Love now has award show  and is sponsoring a NASCAR car .
 I'm all for Christian   Award shows  but  What i don't understand is how K- LOve the can say the need so badly but our having a award show . According to whatitcosts.com, to sponsor a Nascar , it can cost between 500,000 - 20 million dollars .      I'm all about reaching different cultures   About Jesus  but how can they say the need money bad but can sponsor a NASCAR?
 I don't  think it s wrong to questions theses stations , we deserve answers and deserve to know were our money goes .


2.   PANTS ON THE GROUND !!!!!!!

I don't  If you Guys heard  but  in Wildwood, NJ has passed a law if your pants are sagging / if your pants on the ground,  they can fine you . Fines start at 25 dollars .    This is awesome !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Listen,   most guys don't know were having you pants sagging to ground started  and if they did , they probably wouldn't do it . pants sagging started in prison , in prison it means   you are open for business if get what i mean.      Its about time  something was done about this !


3.  BOOK ARE THE KEY TO MANY ADVENTURES  !

I think it is really sad how many kids don't read .
I started reading when i was five  and been in love with reading ever since .
Reading  books help the  mind grow !

We to start encouraging kids to read  because we need  great authors in the future .
By the time a kid starts reading they should have a library card.
 I just can't imaging  world without books !