Well let me tell a tale of a life of a Drug dealer and maybe you will get a snippet of a insight of what this Drug Dealer goes through daily.
Five am, Blake wakes up from a nightmare that he has every night , he is started to get worried .
In his NightMare , he see's himself giving his own eulogy at his funeral and then being buried alive.
Blake wonders if this is a vision of his future but he shrug's the dream off and gets ready to sell crack cocaine as does every day.
You are probably wondering how he got into selling crack , well it's a long story but here's the short version.
Blake grew up in a low income Christian home and went to church until he was 14. At Blake starts drinking and smoking weed and partying very weekend
At 14 , Blake is sick of church and sick of not having a enough money for what he wants, so he gets in touch with a friend who as selling weed and pills.
Blake starts selling weed and pills but it is not enough , so he starts selling crack cocaine and starts using cocaine daily.
At this point in Blake's life he feels so numb , yet a part of him still has life.
He use to feel bad about selling drugs but now it doesn't matter if it is a underage kid, as long he get's money.
Blake has everything he ever wanted in life, Money, women, and as much food as he wanted.
Lately Blake is using more and is getting into his own stash , which is affecting his money.
Blake knows he is in trouble and knows he needs to change but he wonders if he can ever change.
So Blake decides to get sober and stop selling to see if there is more to life then Money, partying, and selling drugs.
Not having the money to go to rehab , Blake rehab's self.
Realizing that he can not do this on his own, he goes back to the church he grew up in and listens to the pastor preach on God's saving Grace.
Blake realizes he need's repent his sins and gives his life to Jesus, finally Blake has found what he has looking for along , love of a father that can give more then what the world can give him.
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