IN PROCESS BY BRIAN LUKE LEEMAN

So i want to in the post share some breakthroughs i have had  recently and what is going on with me .

Last Sunday  i knew i had to go to church , something inside me was saying that i needed to be in church .

It started  during worship with Mark ( the leader of my church ) side hugging me an saying " you are not a orphan and you are loved ".  

That stirred my heart up and i  just let my worries go during worship an felt i was being held .

I knew it was  God holding me and letting me know that i am loved .

Then at the end of service they did this prayer tunnel thing ( basically the elders of church prayed for me and gave me words of knowledge), i felt so encouraged  and i have not been the same since .

I have had this unexplainable   joy in soul , i feel like things are going to get better sooner or later.

God reminded of a proverb and a psalm : 

Proverbs 3:5-6New International Version (NIV)

5 Trust in the Lord with all your HEART
    and lean not on YOUR OWN understanding;
6 in all your ways submit to him,

    and he will MAKE YOUR paths straight.[a]

Psalm 121 New International Version (NIV)

Psalm 121

A song of ascents.

1 I lift up my eyes to THE MOUNTAINS—
    where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the Lord,
    the MAKER of heaven and earth.

3 He will not let your FOOT slip—
    he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 INDEED, he who watches over Israel
    will neither slumber nor sleep.

5 The Lord watches over you—
    the Lord is your shade at your right hand;
6 THE SUN will not harm you by day,
    nor the moon by night.

7 The Lord will keep you from all harm—
    he will watch over your life;
8 the Lord will watch over your coming and going
    both now and forevermore.

One thing I struggle with is trusting in God with my life , every thing !

But i am start to realize that i can't not make it through this tough season with out God's strength and guidance ,  WHICH MEANS I AM NOT ALONE !!!!!!

So right  i am going thorough a   process of learning to put my full trust in God and that i am loved .

So i ask that you keep me in your prayers  while i am on this journey.


An lastly .....................................................................................................................................

DON'T GIVE UP !, IT WILL GET BETTER!