I won't go into details but I have ended up in a men's homeless shelter.
Sidenote: I am only slightly responsible for being there.
I have been trying to figure out how I have become such loser, I feel like I have failed my family, friends, and my girlfriend.
I been praying to God for answers but he doesn't hear me anymore.
I don't won't anyone's pity, in some way I deserve this punishment.
I just want to be successful and something that the people who love me can be proud of.
so this is my update, hopefully. I will be able to blog more.
